I’ve just been…busy in those weeks and I really wanted to have some private moments with you because I thought it could’ve show you how much you meant to me-” Whoa, she really thought things were like that. When he noticed her tears, his body stiffened. She just nodded, looking away as she felt tears started to roll down her cheeks in the dark bedroom they where talking in. He asked, but it sounded like an accusation. “Hey, so you’re telling me I don’t love you anymore and I just want your body?” He slightly started to realize what she meant, putting his anger aside for a bit. She felt like the loving boyfriend she had, always showing his affection as much as he could, completely disappeared. She yelled, a little blush starting to grow on her cheeks as she was trying to hold her tears. “Are you serious!? You are always at the gym because of training and whenever we get to see each other, you don’t even talk to me, you just take me to the bedroom or somewhere you could fuck me!” She raised an eyebrow, looking at him, hatred and anger in her eyes. He angrily answered, shocked and offended by her accusation. “What!? I would never! I’ve never forced you doing anything we do, so by how should I have been using you in the first place!?” She spat, not able to control her words anymore or neither say something in a nicer way. “Toru, I feel like you’re kind of using me.” He practically demanded, making her head turn to his.īut she still looked lost in her thoughts. He sat next to her, on the bed, wanting to talk. He called, but he received no answer if not a dull look of her eyes. With Koutaro's arms wound tightly around him, Keiji pulled their blue blanket up to his chin, and after giving his boyfriend a kiss on the forehead, the two easily drifted back to sleep.It was almost night, and she was sitting on the bed, seeming to be lost with her eyes, no matter that she was staring at her boyfriend approaching to her, as he was taking off his shirt.īefore he could get on top of her on the bed, he noticed she looked really off. And Keiji planned to savor that alone for as long as he could, especially if there was another life where he couldn't. Of course, Koutaro couldn't actually know if there were other realms where they lived other lives anymore than he could know for sure that he was going to live a long life. I plan to live a long, long time with you."Ī kiss was placed atop Keiji's hair and a sense of relief flooded through him. "I don't know about all that," He said after a moment, "But even if there is some other life where I die and leave you here, it won't be this one. All Koutaro could do was hold onto Keiji a little tighter. The question seemed to hang in the air with an uneasy tension. He couldn't even bring himself to say it a second time, but they both knew what word was left unspoken. "Do you really think there's another life like that?" Keiji asked with his eyes scrunched shut, "A life where we fall in love and you." The larger man gently brushed his thumb over his boyfriend's cheek, clearing away any tears that had fallen. He moved his hand up and down Keiji's back in an attempt to calm him down, but it didn't seem to work at first.Ī few tears began to trickle down Keiji's face and land softly onto Koutaro's chest. He hadn't expected something like that to be the source of his lover's nightmares. and at the end, just before I woke up, you died."Ī slight gasp escaped Koutaro's lips. sick for all of it and got worse the whole time. "I wasn't finished yet," the black haired man said dryly, "You were. Maybe you just saw a glimpse of another life." Kotaro rested his chin on top of Keiji's head, "That doesn't sound like a nightmare to me. "It was strange," He admitted after a moment, "I met you for the first time and fell in love with you all over again, but it was all. Keiji opened his mouth to speak, but when the hazy memories came back to him, he found there was not much he was able to say. The wing-spiker only tightened his grip on the smaller man, "Is'fine," he tried to muffle a yawn, but was unsuccessful, "Wanna talk about it?" Instinctively, Keiji nuzzled against his boyfriend's bare chest, "Just a nightmare, Koutaro. "Wha'samatter, Keiji?" Bokuto Koutaro asked, still mostly asleep. It steadied him, but didn't quite take the fear away.Ī pair of strong arms wrapped themselves around the former setter and pulled him back down onto the bed. He could feel his heart pounding, and squeezed his eyes shut before breathing in and out in an attempt to calm himself down. A series of quick, shaky breaths escaped his lips as he quietly pulled his knees up to his chest. It was still dark outside when Akaashi Keiji lifted his head from his pillow, which had become wet from his sweating.
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